Drugs and guns... I hate both. Something very tragic happened here on Tuesday. A friend of mine got shot, by one of his best friends, how terrible is that? And then his friend turned the gun on himself, and left 2 small children with no Daddy :( I don't understand it, everyone is trying to figure it out, it's just so damn sad.

Aunt Judy just called, we have to leave by 7am. So I've been scrambling around trying to make arraingements for Doug and the kids. I think I've got it down.

Well I guess it's time to stop talking to myself and go public...nuthin fancy here folks, lucky I figured this much out! LOL

Welcome to My Life...as I see it!

Well it's back to school for one kiddo after a long weekend. Josh went off this morning to start a busy week with 3 tests. If he does good on them and gets good marks on his report card in a few weeks, he gets to have his hair dyed blonde. Right now it's quite red and he doesn't like it at all.

Tomorrow I am off to the city with Uncle Wayne. Aunt Judy called last night to see if I could go with him. He has to have some kidney stones zapped and has to have a driver with him. I hope Aunt Judy is going too, Uncle Wayne is a quiet man and doesn't say too much, might be a quiet drive. I also have to find out what we are taking, I hope he doesn't plan to take Nan's car, it's big and I've never driven it before, so I don't want to drive it in the city. I can drive in the city as long as I'm driving something I'm comfortable with, otherwise I panic.

On a good note, I have darn near all my Christmas shopping done, only 3 pays till Christmas! Doug and I went shopping on Sat. and bought 2 Game Boy Advance Games plus a game to go with each. That was an expensive venture. I still have to get something for my sissy and Doug's sister that looks after the kids when we need someone. I have to get some more things for Doug, I have 2 shirts on lay-away for him.

Things in Donna-Leigh's life aren't any better, damn I wish Pat would open his mouth and tell he what he's thinking, so maybe they can get this resolved one way or another. At this point I know her and the girls would be so much better if they were out of that situation, it's not healthy to live with someone who can't even be bothered to talk to you.

Breanna is sick and cranky today. Her and I can't seem to get rid of the damn cold. She has had a few melt downs already today, I'll be glad when I go see the phycologist on the 26th to see what she thinks. I'm so open to ideas at this point. I'll try anything that might bring out my sweet little girl that I know is hiding in there.

Nuff for now...