We made it to Friday! Breanna is at school and I'm enjoying the quiet. I wrapped up a couple of pressies. The rest are at Doug's parents, so I have to get up there soon to start wrapping those up. Time to go do my hair, might be back later!

Boy am I glad yesterday is over, it was Breanna's 5th birthday and what a day it was. We had a bowling party, Breanna and 11 friends = total confusion. We had kids running all over the place with bowling balls. They were throwing balls down lanes that weren't turned on, screaming, falling...you get the idea. She got lots of great presents, we are now very invoved in Polly Pockets, she got her first ones yesterday, cool toys. She also got a Leap Pad from Mommy, Daddy, Nanny & Papa, she loves it, so does Josh. LOL She's now running around with lip gloss on her nose...strange child. LOL

I didn't hear from anyone in my family yesterday cept for my sister. I kinda thought maybe my brother would call her, oh well, I should be used to it by now I guess. I guess it's time to face the fact that I'm no longer part of that family at all, I'm just an outcast, while my mother will always be treated like the Queen. Lord knows we musnt upset the Queen, so we'll just all baby her and the hell with anyone else. It pisses me off to no end. I didn't do anything wrong, but I'm the one who gets punished for it.

Oh yea and something else that pissed me off yesterday. Doug's parents started the thing about if it was one kids birthday, they would buy the other one something too. I never agreed with it, but they did it anyway. So here we are yesterday, yes I know it's only 4 weeks till Christmas. They come down without anything for Josh. So next year on Josh's birthday when they come with something for Breanna, I won't be keeping my mouth shut, if you are going to do it for one, you do it for both.

Ok, rant over, for now LOL

AACCKK! They just played Winter Wonderland on the radio for the first time this season. Hang on people, let me get through tomorrow first!!!

Tomorrow is Breanna's 5th birthday, and I think at some point I must have been drinking cuz I let her invite her whole pre-school class to the party. Thank God for good friends like Donna-Leigh, who is going to help me with the party. We are going to the bowling alley right after school and having hot dogs for lunch, then some bowling, then the pressies and cake and then they all go home. :) THEN at supper time my sis will come down, and Doug's parents for a little at home party. Doug's parents went in on a Leap Pad system with us, for her birthday.

OMG...now it's snowing...

A little update on Leo, he had a very long operation on Friday with the plastic surgeon. They did some reconstructive surgery and removed 2 of his toes, but it looks like he may get to keep his foot! Yay! He is in a lot of pain, more now than before, but they are keeping him heavily medicated. He is seening a phycologist and dealing with the fact that his best friend shot him.

Today I am going to the phycologist for the first time concerning Breanna's behavior. I know lots of people think she can't be that bad, but hey, just ask someone who knows us, they will tell you. I pray that she can do something for her before Christmas, it would be so nice if we could get her to settle down a wee bit before the holidays. I'm a bit nervous about going, she'll probably yell at me for letting her get away with things, when we haven't. She was a cranky baby and has never gotten better in her mood since she was born.

Josh got his report card yesterday, wasn't too bad. He got 2 Fairs, one in french and one in math. The problem is, he never brings math home, so it's not like we can help him with it. I go see his teacher on Thurs. and see what can be done to pull those marks up a bit.