I have to remember I have this here, I keep forgetting about it. Not much going on at the moment in our lives. I had to threaten Doug with divorce the other night, but he seems to be doing better since that. Sometimes I get the feeling he just doesn't want to be here with the kids and I and it's starting to affect Josh, and I won't let that happen.

Next weekend Donna-Leigh and I are taking the kids to the city to see the new Harry Potter movie, I'm really looking forward to it. Just her and I and the kids for the day, minus Breanna, I'm not that brave.

Speaking of my little angel, I have to go see the phycologist on the 26th about both kids. For Josh it's mostly to check and see if they think he has ADD, lots of kids with Spina Bifida do, and he does show some signs, so I'd rather we know now, so we can figure out some way to help him now. Breanna is going because of the behavior problems she has. I am at my wits end and don't know what else to do with her. When she has a melt down, everyone knows it. She'll kick, scream, punch, bite...you get the picture. I hate it and I want to know how to help her, so she doesn't have to do stuff like that. We've tried everything, timeouts, 1,2,3 and yes even spanking, but nothing works, she doesn't care. When I put her in her room she'll lay on the floor and kick the door.

My back is better!! Now if I could get rid of this cold, I'd be a very happy woman. I think my nose may soon fall off. ;)


Anway...snuff for today!