Friday, October 07, 2005

And the running begins

I've got the suitcases out and have started packing. I have a list of what else has to go in them. I hate getting to the city and remembering I forgot this or that. I've rented a pager for the next few weeks so if someone is looking for us when we are in there or wants us to call, they can page me and I can go outside and call them back on the cell phone.

Josh is gone for a bike ride with his best buddy, Nathan. He needs the fresh air, maybe he'll sleep tonight. He gets worried before he has surgery and can't sleep, then gets cranky and then I get cranky.

Doug gets off at 4 and is then on vacation, well unless he gets a call in tomorrow. He'll be off for the week and gets to make a few trips back and forth to the city.

I've been having a down day, not sure why. I have been feeling good after having the B-12 shot last week but the feeling only lasted a few days, I'm not sure if my body absorbed it too quickly since I was so low or what is going on. I guess it's a good thing that I work all day on Sunday, that will keep my mind off things. I'm also upset cuz my sis is getting married on NYE and I can't be there, I didn't think it was going to bother me but it is. I've even though about asking Doug to buy me a ticket for Christmas and only staying 2 days, but I know in the back of my mind that it's not even a sensible idea, that's a long way away for 2 days, so I guess pictures will have to do. It's just hard with her pretty much being my only family and being so damn far away. I miss her more now than I did before she came home in the spring. It just sucks...

Anyway, time to cook supper.

Later!

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